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Update on Kenyan Orphanage

Last weekend the brothers and sisters in Kenya dedicated the new gas station to the Lord’s service.  Children from Living Loved Care Centre were there to celebrate what the generosity of so many of you have provided.  My heart overflows today at their excitement that God has provided a way for them to care for the children as a result of this enterprise.  It is my joy to know that we were able to leave to something in that country that is not perpetually dependent on the West for money and resource.  The goal all along has been to be alongside them as brothers and sisters helping them learn to trust God’s provision through our own generosity.  I’m blessed this is getting there. 

So far we have sent them $80,000 to build the service station. The process has not been without it’s difficulties.  They needed an additional $8,000 to buy extra land to accommodate truck access due to where the pumps had to be installed.  When it finally opened a couple of weeks ago they were excited at the number of vehicles stopping for fuel, as well as the local people getting gas for cooking.  But then the traffic suddenly stopped on the road.  As they checked into it they discovered the government had closed the road throught that stretch for an unannounced construction project.  So after only a week of operation at the scale they anticipated, sales have dropped to near nothing as there is no traffic on the road.  This project was unannounced and unforseen, and is only supposed to last a couple of months before the road reopens again to hopefully increased traffic.  

We still need funds to help offset the original $80,000 and now we need an additional $3,000.00 per month through July and August to pay for food and staff at the orphange until the traffic resumes.  So the work goes on and we’re standing with them as God makes provision for a people so impoverished by the harsh conditions of East Africa.  I am so grateful for how many of you have been part of this with us, sending in your contributions to help the brothers and sisters there.  They are blessed as well.  I did receive this email last week from our contact there:  

Greetings in Jesus name , I finished the mission in Uganda and I am now in Kenya, last Saturday and Sunday we had a very wonderful dedication prayer, some of the children from living Loved centre were leading in prayer and singing , I took the time to share about you for what the lord had done through your hand, we got this project and Living Loved Care centre.  The first prayer it was for your family, second is for your ministry and the third is for the friends , brothers and sisters over there who stretch their hands towards this project.  The prayer team work came from all over from different of the regions.

Another thing, thank you very much for understanding our need, which Thomas shared with you due to road construction for continuing stretching the hands for the kids, I appreciate really for the heart of love and caring, may the lord bless you  so much as I look forward to hear from you, the construction of the exit is complete we appreciate so much for the extension of the land.
                                                  Yours,
                                                  Brother Michael

If you would like to help us finish off the service station as well as feed and educate the children for the next two months, we and they would be grateful. If you want to know more about this project or the AIDs recovery home we also support in South Africa, you can see our Sharing With the World page at Lifestream. You can either donate with a credit card there, or you can mail a check to Lifestream Ministries • 1560 Newbury Rd, Ste 1 #313 • Newbury Park, CA 91320. Or if you prefer, we can take your donation over the phone at (805) 498-7774.

Here are some pictures they sent to celebrate their progress:

 

Filling the tanks for opening week

 

A steady stream of traffic on opening week

 

Girls from the orphanage prepare for the day of dedication

 

Preparing to officially open the service station

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Being Angry With God

I got this email over the weekend and loved it.  She’s really angry at God and wants to know if it’s safe to let him in.  I wish more people were like her.  I meet so many people who have a deep anger or disappointment in God but are either too afraid of him to let him know, or too busy trying to pretend otherwise that they miss the transformative moment. Every good engagement with God begins with naked honesty.  

I’ve listened to The God Journey podcasts for around two years and read a couple of your books.

I have a question: Is it okay to be angry at God?
I feel so angry and I’ve been pushing it down, because I’m terrified that Papa will be angry with me or will abandon me for expressing anger at Him. I’m 20 yrs old and don’t really have a close connection with my family or really have any close friends, so Papa is really all I’ve got and the thought of Him being angry or ignoreing me is frightening!

 
There’s no one better to be angry with than God!  He can handle it.  And he already knows anyway, so you’re not going to surprise him.  He will not return your anger with his, nor will he ignore you.  He even understands your anger because he already knows it isn’t really about him.  It’s most likely something you misunderstand about him because if you knew how much he loves you and how often he has been at your side to show you the way into life you wouldn’t see him the way you do.
 
I’ve had a few moments like that.  Once when I was nineteen.  I had not gotten an assignment in college that was very important to me, all because someone had told a lie about me.  (I didn’t realize at the time how much that alone would prepare me for life!)  But I went out on a hillside, at night in a driving Oklahoma downpour with lightning and thunder exploding around me and I let God have it.  I even wondered if he’d nail me with one of those lightning bolts, but I didn’t care.  I was that angry.  At the end of it all I heard a voice, “I have something better in mind for you.”  And that he did. It took months for the something better to unfold, but it expanded my view of God so much and showed me how wrong I can be about him.   
 
If you don’t open the door to that space in your heart so he can meet you there,  you’ll just get stuck in it.  So, yes, go somewhere you can be alone and let him have it.  Tell him exactly what you’re thinking and feeling.  Don’t hold back a bit. Don’t try to couch it in polite language.  Exhaust your anger on him.  He’s got great big shoulders and can hold you with love in the middle of it.  There’s no one better at it. 
 
And then see what he does to meet you there, to soothe your wounds, to show you who he truly is and to walk you out into a place of greater life and love.  He loves the honesty of our hearts, even when it’s misinformed.   And in that honesty he is able to make himself known in ways you never thought imaginable.  Many great journeys have begun with such moments of honest anger with the One who understands it best.  

 

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Learning Not To Be a Jerk

It’s the season for new graduates, in high school, colleges, and universities to mark a moment of significant transition in their lives.  I don’t know John Green, the author of The Fault in Our Stars, but I do know truth when I hear it.   Here are some excerpts of his recent commencement address to the graduates of Butler University.  I hope they listened long enough to let it soak into their bones and influence a thousand decisions they’ll make in the next frew years.  

We don’t hear these kinds of words often enough in our culture and yet they are as true as true gets.  

I would just note that the default assumption is that the point of human life is to be as successful as possible, to acquire lots of fame or glory or money as defined by quantifiable metrics: number of twitter followers, or facebook friends, or dollars in one’s 401k.

This is the hero’s journey, right? The hero starts out with no money and ends up with a lot of it, or starts out an ugly duckling and becomes a beautiful swan, or starts out an awkward girl and becomes a vampire mother, or grows up an orphan living under the staircase and then becomes the wizard who saves the world. We are taught that the hero’s journey is the journey from weakness to strength. But I am here today to tell you that those stories are wrong. The real hero’s journey is the journey from strength to weakness…

 

You are probably going to be a nobody for a while. You are going to make that journey from strength to weakness, and while it won’t be an easy trip, it is a heroic one. For in learning how to be a nobody, you will learn how not to be a jerk. And for the rest of your life, if you are able to remember your hero’s journey from college grad to underling, you will be less of a jerk. You will tip well. You will empathize. You will be a mentor, and a generous one.

Let me submit to you that this is the actual definition of a good life. You want to be the kind of person who other people — people who may not even be born yet — will think about … at their own commencements. I am going to hazard a guess that relatively few of us thought of all the work and love that Selena Gomez or Justin Bieber put into making this moment possible for us. We may be taught that the people to admire and emulate are actors and musicians and sports heroes and professionally famous people, but when we look at the people who have helped us, the people who actually change actual lives, relatively few of them are publicly celebrated. We do not think of the money they had, but of their generosity. We do not think of how beautiful or powerful they were, but how willing they were to sacrifice for us — so willing, at times, that we might not have even noticed that they were making sacrifices.

(You can see his entire speech here, though I have not and cannot vouch for all he said.) 

Sara and I are reading through Ephesians these days and read these words last night in The Message, “You let the world, which doesn’t know the first thing about living, tell you how to live.”   I hear that sentiment echoed in the words above. The world teaches to pursue the wrong things and I applaud the courage of someone who will speak into the absurdity of false success and invite people into a different way of living where success is not measured the way the world measures it, or even rewards it.

Life is found in embracing our weakness and in doing so find a God so much larger than ourself and a way to live generously in the world.  Those people do more to make a difference in the world they live in than the politicians, media moguls, or Wall Street brokers.  

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Australia, Wildfires, & Joy at Home

It’s good to be back from Australia and catch-up a bit on some sleep and tons of office stuff that piled up in my three-week absence. If you want to hear my reflections on my time in Australia as well as some comments on a recent Barna study that concludes Christians more reflect the spirit of the Pharisees in the world than they do the character of Jesus, check out my latest podcast at The God Journey.  But back to Australia, this was as wonderful a time with individual people and being there at incredibly significant moments of God’s revelation to them as I’ve ever had.  I watched people come alive on a journey and make incredible shifts in their thinking as God brought them into a greater reality.  

Since reading the Birthday Book my daugher assembled for my birthday this year, I’m much more attune to the fact that the way God’s life is passed on in the world is not by books, movies, podcasts, or media of any kind, but simply by the way we treate people around us.  If we can find God’s love for us real enough that we live quite naturally in the world aware of and caring for people around us, some incredible things happen.  In this vein, what we do intentionally is less significant than those words or actions that just pop out spontaneously as we are simply living in the moment with graciousness.  I love that.  I want to learn more of it. 

I even had time to spend with some of the local wildlife:

Many of you know that Sara had to face down a wildfire while I was gone as it swept up the hill behind our home.  It was one of the big ones in California already this spring.  Fortunately the winds shifted as it got within a mile or two of our home, but it was a harrowing day indeed for my lady while she was home alone.  Graciously a host of friends and family shot over to help her load the critical things and get them off the property in case the fire kept coming.   That was a Saturday for me and I felt so far away from her as I got text and Facebook updates.  I am so grateful a greater castrophe was averted.  

I also stopped by Ireland this week and did a podcast interview for PilgrimTalk.  I did stop in via Skype rather than actually go there, but nontheless Anthony was very gracious to me as he posed some questions I didn’t always find easy to answer.  It’s brief and you can hear it here.  

It’s great to be home.  Tomorrow we tape more of the Engage videos.  I’m blessed to hear that people are finding these helpful in sorting out their own growing relationship with Father and Son.  Other than that, I’ve plowed through a thousand emails, many of them to prepare for my upcoming trip to North Carolina.  

With Mother’s Day this weekend and lots of family, as well as a Saturday night gathering of some of the believers who live around us, I can truly say it there is no place like home!  I hope that’s true for you, too, even if you’re in difficult circumstances.  I know Mother’s Day can be a day of pain for many people, those with wayward children, broken moms, or even missing a mom no longer with us.  May you especially be at home in the Father that day and know that he is bigger than any thing this world can dish out on us.  

 

 

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I’d Love to Know What He Knows Now

I was at the bedside of one of my closest friends when he passed into the next life about six years ago, my first thought was, “I’d love to know what he knows now.”  I felt that way again yesterday when I heard that Brennan Manning had passed away.  I know he had been very sick for a long time and rejoice that he has now entered into the fullness of the Father’s glory and can enjoy him forever without the frailties of our human flesh and the limitations of this age.  He will be sorely missed here, and my heart goes out to those closest to him that will live for awhile with a Brennan-sized hole in their lives.  For many, that will be quite large, but fortunately he has left many words behind to encourage others to understand how deeply loved by God they are.  

 

 

Brennan Manning is the author of The Ragamuffin Gospel, Abba’s Child, Ruthless Trust, and numerous other books.  You can see a list of them here at Amazon.com.  If you’ve ever read a Manning book or heard him speak, his message was of the deep love of a Father who could reach into our most broken places with transforming compassion.  A former Catholic priest, he had an ongoing struggle with alcoholism and wrote about it with such transparency and grace that it freed many others to a more honest journey with their own struggles.  Unmasking the empty platitudes of religious obligatoin, he was a voice for the common person finding Jesus in the midst of darkness and discovering what a life-long journey with him might look like.  You didn’t have to be wise or whole to discovery the joy of knowing God’s love.  

 

If you haven’t read a Manning book now would be a good time to find out what you’ve missing.  Abba’s Child, far and away was my favorite.  He was a provocative writer whose openness and honesty made him an endearing figure and his passion for God was infectious to say the least.  I have benefited greatly from his life and his writings and am so grateful that God allowed his gift to be so widely shared in the world.  

 

I am convinced that for those who know God, what happens in the first moments after death has to be the ride of all rides.  We weren’t created for the foibles and frustrations of this age, but for the glories of eternity in the presence of the Father.  While I am content to live here as long as Father desires it, I realize that this is just the lobby for an eternity with him that none of us can imagine.  Viewed from there, this life will just be a dew or a vapor.  Brennan Manning arrived at the front of the line yesterday and got to finally pass through those doors.    

 

I’d love to know what he knows now!  If he could just write one more book….

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A Crazy Week Indeed

What a crazy week!  This one began in the Bay area of California with some great dialog.  Not everyone loved it, however. We did have some people that wanted to promote some abusive views of God that others among us were trying to break free of.  It was in interesting conversation to say the least.  I know people like them mean well, or so they think, but when you’re militant about others knowing that God will strike them with calamity just to get their attention, you’ve missed who he is entirely. 

They even argued that that is exactly what God’s discipline is about.  My heart hurts for such people.  They sound like abused kids of an angry alcoholic dad as they try to explain that dad’s violence is a sign of his love.  God simply isn’t like that.  He’s in the world to rescue us from its destruction.  Our troubles arise from a fallen world, not a disciplining Father.  Discipline means to train up, as in a dad directing his child, not one who’s beating them into submission. 

Then, Sara and I had a couple of days on the Central Coast before I head off to Australia.  Then we returned home for a quick visit by some dear Swiss friends.  All the while we’ve been trying to sort out the new website.  I appreciate the patience and help so many of you have offered.  It turned out to be more of a mess than we thought it was when it launched, so now we’re having to fix things on the run. But I’ve heard from many of you that you love the new look and how much easier it is to find the free stuff!  People really love the free stuff! 

Next up is a three-week trip to Australia.  There are a lot of hungry hearts there and people taking great risks to follow God instead of man.  I love that!  And we’re going to begin some of the conversations there about Seeding Community in the world.  We have the tendency to keep creating various systems to try to manufacture community in the world.  Most don’t realize that God’s kind of community is a gift he gives. We can’t create it by anything we do, but we can recognize what he’s doing and participate with him.  By living lives of freedom, love, and hospitality we can open up space in which God can seed his community in the world.  I’m excited about exploring that more with people who share a hunger for nonsystematized ways encouraging community in the world. 

In June, we’ll be looking to take some of that to the Carolinas as well, though the schedule is far from complete at the point, but will be in the first two weeks of June.  And in between those two trips Sara and I will be on Vancouver Island for an anniversary trip, though we’ve set aside some time over the weekend to connect with other hungry hearts in the region. 

And finally, we’ve been putting the final touches on a Lifestream trip to Israel next February, February 5-16 to be exact.  I’ve wanted to take Sara there since I first visited seventeen years ago.  It impacted me more than I expected and has forever shaped my enjoyment of Scripture having been in the land in which it was penned.  Standing on the shore of Galilee, or sitting in a private spot in Garden of Gethsemane, or being in the holding cell where Jesus was the night before he was crucified were forever stamped on my heart.  Finally God has opened the door for us to go and take 40 people with us and we’ll have the same guide whom I enjoyed so much last time.   Full details will be available soon, and we’ll announce it here first.
 

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What Really Matters!

Finally, the birthday gifts and party are now in the past, but what a weekend it was! I am so grateful to all who made this one special in so many ways. To have my home and yard filled with people I love and share the laughter and joy of family and long-time friendship was truly a blessing and an honor. Sara and I know some pretty incredible people and connecting with them again filled our lives with gratitude.

And there were so many others who wrote and shared their thoughts and greetings as well. I already told you about my birthday book my daughter created for me with letters people sent from all over the world to celebrate our relationship. It turned out to be quite a project as she worked on it for more than eight months. It was a secret she and many others had to keep for much of that time. Here’s what she wrote about it:

 

              The secret… a book of letters to my dad… expressions of love, gratitude,

              special memories, or as simple as a birthday wish written from people that

              have known my dad at some point over his 60 years of life. It all started

              with a simple email that spread from Ventura County through California,

              across the US and all across the world…Australia, South Africa, Canada,

              and all over Europe. I received well over 100 letters when all was said and

              done. And put them all together in this book.

 

If you want to see some of what she wrote about it, you can check out her blog and pictures about the night she gave the book to me. And the book was a big draw on Saturday. Everyone wanted to see it and many spent time reading it. I won’t post it here; it’s over 40,000 words. So you’ll just have to come by and look at it if you want.

                             

   Part of the crowd that was able to join us this weekend for my birthday

Sara and I are now left in the afterglow of that rich weekend and the love of so many people. As we’re slowly reading through the book my daughter put together, I’ve been reminded of a couple of things that are pretty important:

First, what people most appreciate about your life is not what you’ve accomplished but how you’ve treated them. What came up over and over again in the letters was not the books I’d written or the achievements people attach to my life, but how they’ve watched Sara and I have live our our lives and the simplicity of conversation, whether in laughter and tears, that helped them through a tough spot, or encouraged them to lean more deeply into Jesus. I love that. I think that’s why Jesus didn’t write books or start ministries. He knew that how he lived with Father would best be conveyed by simply living openly in the world, and he knew that the power in a real conversation was all that was needed to allow the kingdom of God to spread in the world.

Second, I’m refreshed in the power of affirmation. Reading what others have appreciated about my life has impacted me far more deeply than I thought it would. It has helped me be reminded of those things that really matter in life, and not get lost in all the projects I sometimes think are so critical. Sharing with someone how you appreciate them and what they’ve meant to you is life-changing. It is often difficult in our culture either to give or receive complements. Both make us uncomfortable. We don’t often give them for fear will be responsible for stoking someone’s pride, and we often deflect them when given to us because we feel undeserving.

I’ve often gone away from funerals thinking how powerful it would have been for the deceased to have heard those things said about them while they were still alive. How much would it have set them at ease in knowing how God had made himself known through them, or how much they meant to others? Reading my daughter’s book was like attending my own funeral, without the death part, which really is the worse part. And I’ll admit to being incredibly surprised at what many people said and how they looked at my life. But it has been and continues to be so enriching and it has allowed me to relive memories of my times with them.

So I come away from this week wanting to be more intentional about speaking life and encouragement into people while it still matters. I want them to know how much they are loved and appreciated and what I see of God’s glory reflected in them. Imagine if our conversations were filled with that an dhow it would not only change the tone of many of our conversations, but perhaps the tone of the world around us as well.
 

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A Very Special Celebration

I hold in my hands a treasure. It’s a book I will read and reread for the rest of my time here on this planet. Last night my daughter and grandkids came over to celebrate the start of this weekend that celebrates my 60 years of life. She brought a very special gift. For the past eight months she has been soliciting and collecting letters from people all over the world who wanted to express something about my life to commemorate this milestone.

To say I was shocked would be a gross understatement. I can’t believe my daughter did this. It is filled with letters and pictures from family and close friends from all over the world, and it is already been the cause of many tears. What Sara, my daughter, and my son wrote made every difficult place in this journey more than worth it. I love seeing my life through their eyes and it has touched me profoundly.

I haven’t read all the letters yet. Not by a long shot, but I can’t wait to do so with Sara as we get time. I’ve already been deeply touched just by the number of you who wrote and the kind expressions of life and grace you expressed. This book goes all the way back to my childhood as it unfolds great memories and celebrates the friendships God has given me with so many. Many have written what they have seen of God’s work in my life and how it has touched them and encouraged their journeys. Wow! It has been a joy to look through and I’m looking forward to a more detailed read.

                                 

                                     A quick peek at the book last night

And it just continues today as I watch 100s of birthday greetings scroll across my Facebook page. I am so grateful for all the people behind them. Seeing their names scroll by on Facebook brings such warm memories to my heart. Outside of family, the richest treasure I have in this age is my friendships with people near and far and how much love and wisdom I receive from every exchange of life with so many .

This is going to be a special weekend for sure, celebrating my sixty years on the planet and a journey in God that Sara and I could never have imagined, but one that we consider an incredible gift from God. Through good times and bad, Father has continued to draw us into his life and it has exceeded anything we ever dreamed.

Today is a quiet day. I got to enjoy the grandkids last night as they took me out to dinner. Sara and I are leaving now to attend A Conversation about Forgiveness, Reconciliation, and Healing: Lessons from South Africa, at Pepperdine University. I have so enjoyed the South African story as it ended apartheid and has struggled to find a way to live together in peace and share a culture with all the inequities in it. I know many people from there that have enriched my heart, and I find the story of those such as Nelson Mandela, who came out of a quarter century of hard labor in prison with a heart for reconciliation and not vengeance. It is one of the transcendent stories of our time and I’m looking forward to getting behind that story today. What a birthday present!

Then, this weekend, Sara has planned a huge celebration at our home. More than 70 people from near and far are coming to spend the day with me. I’ve seen the guest list and am blessed at those who are coming, some very dear friends from many moons ago, some who were children growing up with my own, and some who are newfound friends here in Ventura County. I can’t wait to hug their necks and catch up on our lives.

Thanks, Sara, for all you did to plan this week. And, Julie, thanks for the book! And to all of you who wrote and are still writing, thank you so much. I’m a very blessed man who is so grateful this morning I could just explode. But I’ll try not to, at least not until Saturday has passed!

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You Are Already Clean (Excerpt)

Outside my window this morning, spring is exploding here in Southern California. It is not only gorgeous, but it has invited Sara back out into the garden to plant a new season of flowers. All the leaves on the trees are fresh and clean, the daffodils are up and the redbuds are vivid with color. Even the grapevines have just broken out with new growth.

I love the freshness of spring and how clean everything looks. This morning that brought me back to Jesus’ words in John 15 about how he had already made the disciples clean by his word, and thought I would include the chapter on that out of my book In Season: Embracing the Father’s Process of Fruitfulness. This is the fourth excerpt we’ve run from that book. Here are the others:

Introduction
Chapter 1: An Amazing Invitation
Chapter 2: In My Father’s Vineyard
Chapter 3: The Seasons of the Vineyard

If you’d like to order your own copy of In Season, you can do so here.

Chapter 7: You Are Already Clean

You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you.
John 15:3

Bear fruit or burn.

That seemed to be the gist of his ominous words: Unless you bear fruit, the Gardener will cut you off and throw you into the fire. But Jesus quickly made clear his words were not a threat.

They, like us, must have wondered where they fit in. What does he think of me? Am I about to be cut off? So just as quickly Jesus made clear how he viewed them: You are already clean! Don’t worry about the pruner’s shears; it is not time for that. You are already neatly trimmed and fit for the season ahead. His invitation to follow him
made them clean.

This was not something they had achieved, but a gift they had been given. He wanted them to know this was the Father’s passion and that his work would get them there, not their own ability or diligence. With all their foibles and fears, with all they didn’t understand and their limited spiritual stamina, he saw them as clean. He’d made
them that way with his own word. They truly had nothing to fear.

When Jesus told his first followers about his desire to fill them with his joy and to make them fruitful in the world, he invited them into spiritual spring. Nothing is cleaner than when it is new, and that is especially true in the San Joaquin Valley of California. This is a desert, though not one filled with cactus. Left to itself our ten inches of rain a year would produce only brief scrub brush that would swiftly melt into the dust that is such a staple in our valley. Between May and October virtually no rain falls.

Nothing of value would grow if it were not for the abundant aquifer beneath the ground and the yearly runoff from the abundant snow of the magnificent Sierra Nevada mountains to the east. These two resources have turned this desert into a garden, one of the most productive regions on the earth. But even that doesn’t eliminate all the
dirt. Whenever the fields dry up for even a few days, the ever-present dust returns. It clings to the leaves and is stirred by the slightest movement. Plowing on a tractor, especially downwind, can keep you in a cloud of gagging dust all day long. Even in sealed-up homes, dust is the constant challenge of any homemaker. It is everywhere.

Spring is the one time, however, when the vineyard is absolutely clean. The labor of winter has left the vineyard neatly trimmed and perfectly tied to the long, straight rows of glistening wire. The field is freshly plowed and every weed is shoveled away from the vines. The flexible new canes and miniature leaves are a vivid light green, and spotless. The spring rains have kept the dust at bay.

All is under control. The farmer looks across his vineyard with a deep satisfaction at its beauty and order. Everything is fresh, ready for the fruitful season ahead.

That’s where Jesus’ followers stood that evening. He had made them clean. Maybe the word pristine is even better. They were not perfect, nor had they matured. Peter would still deny him a few hours later. There was still so much for them to learn about the kingdom Jesus had laid at their feet. As they stood between two worlds—the natural one in which they had become so comfortable and a spiritual world that was opening before their eyes—he made them clean and innocent, ready for what the coming days would unfold.

That’s how everyone starts his or her spiritual journey. Jesus finds us and makes us fit and ready. He breathes new life into us and the old creation gives way to the new.

Though we miss it in our translations, Jesus’ pronouncement is an interesting word play. The word he uses for “clean” comes from the same root as the word he used for pruning in the sentence before. He demonstrates by his usage exactly what pruning is meant to accomplish: It makes the vine clean in the fullest sense of the word, not just dust-free, but trimmed and ready for growth. Jesus doesn’t seem to indicate that they had been freshly pruned. No, in their spiritual life this was their first spring. And even though the theme of John 15 is a call to bear fruit, Jesus wasn’t asking that of them yet.

This was spring, not harvest. They were ready for the process
of fruitfulness to begin. Growth in God’s kingdom does not aim ultimately for cleanliness; it simply begins there. Jesus’ word itself makes us clean and able to stand before God beautifully adorned and blameless. There is no more foundational work than this for bearing fruit. Since fruitfulness arises only out of the depths of our friendship with Jesus, it cannot begin until we are comfortable in his presence,
confident that we belong there.

Jesus made a way for us to come to the Father as freshly cleaned as a spring vine. The same word that Jesus used for clean, the writer of Hebrews takes up when he talks about the cleansed conscience of a believer under the New Covenant. Our conscience is made perfect by the work of Christ. It is not an assumption of forgiveness by someone
who has traversed the proper theological steps. It is a deep inner conviction that in spite of our weaknesses and failures we are safe with him.

That was the limitation of the sacrifices, which the Old Covenant provided. One had to believe in his forgiveness because he had made a sacrifice. But his consciousness of sin did not depart. From one who seemed to know the difference firsthand, having served God under both covenants, the writer of Hebrews extols the marvelous cleansing of the New Covenant that leads us to God’s presence with a perfect conscience. No pang of guilt endures, no fear of punishment remains. His word of forgiveness buries the past at the foot of the cross, removing all stains of sin and rebellion.

We are exhorted to come to God’s presence with confidence and boldness; we belong there. Intimacy demands that kind of confidence. Only when atonement is made can friendship ensue. All we have to do to embrace this cleansing is to repent—to turn from living life our own way and choose to live in his. This is the door into his cleansing. Its true the first time we come to know him and every day we walk
with him.

God’s first priority is not to clean up our sins; it is to help us learn how to live in his love. His cleansing makes that possible even where we still feel entangled in sin. Certainly he wants the cleansing within to untwist our self-indulgent ways, but that only happens as the fruit of living loved. Because we are clean we can live in him. As we live in him his fruit grows in us to displace the waywardness of our old ways.

The Old Testament left us with the impression that the more righteous we could be, the more access we would have to God. But that never worked. Our best efforts still left us woefully short of holiness. Jesus made it clear that relationship with him is the only doorway into righteousness. The more relationship we have with him,
the more righteous he will make us.

That’s why cleanliness begins the journey. By making us clean we can be joined to him and as his love begins to flow through us he will make the changes in our life that lead us away from the tyranny of self to a fulfilled life in him. But we cannot live in the reality of his love and not find that our self-indulgent thinking begins to yield to that love. The more he untwists us the freer we will become from sin.

Those who come from abused or neglected childhoods or have indulged in sinful lifestyles need to hear this. These circumstances give the enemy an opportunity to plant patterns of thinking that will,if not dealt with, leave you feeling like a second-class citizen in God’s vineyard. Don’t ever settle there. God wants to heal all the wounds of your past so that you can go on to know the full joy of his kingdom.
If you still feel stained by your past, let God deal with it. Seek out the prayer and counsel of others who can help you fully embrace the cleansing that God has already given you.

You’ll know this is accomplished when you can rise each day confident that God has great affection for you. Then for the rest of your life guard that cleanliness. Keep it fresh by continued repentance and surrender to God. Don’t get defensive at the things God might expose in you, for he only wants to forgive and transform you.

Like the disciples, our first days of faith are our first spring. Nothing better describes those who embark on a new walk in Christ! We begin in his kingdom newly made, fresh and clean. But this is not our only spring in the kingdom. Periodically we will note times when God freshens his presence and renews us with promise and vision. These times will come on the heels of our spiritual winter, when our lives are pruned and prepared for the next work that God wants to do.

Fruitfulness begins in the confidence that he has made us clean. It begins when we can be at rest in the presence of the Holy God, even though our lives don’t yet reflect that holiness. That will come in time. For now, we can simply live in the confidence of his love for us and watch what he will do to transform our lives.

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Excerpted from In Season, Embracing the Father’s Process of Fruitfulness available from Lifestream.

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Are You a Mystic?

For the first time in four months, I’m going to wake up early in the morning and head for an airport. It has been awesome to be home with Sara for such a long stretch as she recovered from surgery and to have time with friends and family locally. Though I am not looking forward to another fly day, I am looking forward to spending some time with people in Oklahoma and surrounding states who are learning to live in the reality of Father’s affection. And what makes it even more fun, some of them are old friends, way back to my childhood. If you want to join us, you can get all my travel details here.

So I leave you with this. I’ve never liked the word ‘mystic’. Mostly when I talk about people having a real, tangible relationship with God and they ask me if I am a mystic, they are using it dismissively. Like, “Oh you’re one of those…” I’m not always sure what words they finish that with in their own minds, but I think it has something to do with being a whack-job, psycho, or just plain weird. And I think it’s strange that so many Christians are unsettled when someone talks about having a prayer life with God in the conversation. That kind of access is why Jesus died and was resurrected.

But I love what one of my favorite Catholic thinkers, Fr. Richard Rohr, said about it when he was asked, “What is a mystic?” A good friend sent me a link to an interview he did on the subject. Here’s what he said:

 

      When I use the word mystic, I simply mean experiential religion. That’s all. It’s not mystified. It means that I don’t just have a belief system or belong to a belonging system, but I actually know something, calmly, materially. God has shown God’s self to me.

      So you say, well how do you know that? Paul would say in Galatians, by the fruits: “love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, gentleness, and self control. When you see the fruits of the Spirit after someone has said they’ve had a God-experience, then, well, I think it might be an authentic God-experience. When I see the fruit…

      If I don’t, I don’t see the fruit. I see militarism, domination, greed, ambition and avarice, I don’t think you’ve had an authentic God-experience.

   Just define mysticism as experiential knowledge of God. Experiential, not just theoretical. Not just believing things because you read a Scripture, but you know it to be true and then you go back and say, “Wow, that Scripture is true!”

      

I still don’t love the word ‘mystic.’ I think it has a better flavor in the Catholic tradition than it does outside of it. But I love how he defines it: “God has shown God’s self to me.” I would hope every follower of Christ would cultivate that reality. That’s where faith begins, with God’s revelation as we come knocking. Following Jesus was really meant to be following Jesus as he makes himself known to you, not following a set of principles derived from our often-flawed interpretations of Scripture. Would that we are all mystics, by Rohr’s definition.

I also appreciate what he looks for to validate whether someone’s claim of God-experiences is valid: the fruits of the Spirit. No, you don’t have to be perfect, but those who are growing to know God will also be growing in those fruits that bear his mark. And that takes care of those who claim God told them to kill their neighbor, steal from work, or betray their spouse.

But then he was asked about those who do not show the fruits of the Spirit. What does it mean for them?

       Sometimes they’ve just had poor teaching, there are people… who have had God-experiences, authentic God experiences, but they’ve been given lousy theology, and it narrows them down much narrower than their honest experience taught them.

What a great answer! It could be that their God-experience is only in their mind, but it could also be that their experience was genuine, but they didn’t have the equipping to process it. Thus they continue in the narrow space of religious performance and frustration rather than come out in the wider space where God continues to make himself known and their lives begin to fold into his reality.

God is inviting you into a spacious place of him winning you to his reality and his love. It is my hope that the new Engage series that we’ve launched at Lifestream will encourage people cultivate the space where God can show God’s self to them!

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