Wayne Jacobsen

If you were planning to go to Israel with us, there are only two more days to register.  Deadline is September 15 fopr the tour Sara and I will be hosting February 5-16.  There are only five spots left to join our group, so you bettter hurry.  And the deadline for sign-ups is this Sunday, September 15.  You can get all the details here.  I am really excited about the group that has come together from this, with people from Romania, Canada, Australia, Switzerland, England, as well as throughout the US.  It will be 10 great days of fellowship as well as the opportunity to walk the land of the Bible and let the story of God’s redemption sink more deeply into our hearts.  

Yes I did plan on staying home most of the fall to write FINDING CHURCH and I have been relishing that task as well as watching it fall together in an amazing way.  I can’t wait to share the things that have been crystalizing in my heart.  But in the meantime I have felt the Spirit’s nudging to follow through on two invitations that have surfaced for this fall.  I thought I’d let you know about them in case you are nearby and want to engage us.  Sara and I will be going to the UK from October 3-17.  From October 6-11, we are going to be in Scotland, and from October 11-17 we’re going to be in London meeting with some people who anchored this invitation.  There will be room in the schedule to meet with others so if you’re interested please let me know. We are uncertain about what we’re doing the first weekend we are there, October 3-6.   We’re praying about that and are open to going elsewhere in the UK on our way up to Scotland.  So, if that is of interest to any of you, please let me know.  

And then in early November, either the first or second weekend, I’m going to be in the Dallas area.  There’s a specific group that wants me to come to help them process part of the journey coming out some real legalism and exploring how God might lead them from here.  That too has some open time to connect with others as well. 

The UK and Dallas trips are still in their formative stages, so if you have something on your heart about my coming, or some people who want to get toether, please let me know and join us in prayer that God will make known what he has in mind.  We will get out the details when all the arrangments are finalized.  

I have so appreciated how so many of you have stood with us over the past few years to dare for 72 orphaned children in Kenya.  I have appreciated that you have not gotten Kenya-fatigue and have continued to help as needed.  I am amazed at how much resource we have put in their hands and really blessed by the care they have demonstrated on their end to use every dollar for the work we’ve sent it.  We continue to be in discussion with them about this not being a permanent solution, but only transitional housing while they encourage families to take in these dear children.  Unfortunately given the economic need in that part of the country and the number of parents killed in the tribal violence six years ago, few families can afford to add another mouth to feed to their own family.  So we continue to do what we can to help while we look for other solutions.  

We did get notice this weekend that the children are outgrowing their clothes and that their old ones are threadbare.  They are praying for God to provide new clothes for them and are asking if we know of anyone willing to help.  Here’s what the director wrote:

As I was with them, I saw many of them, their ordinary clothes have faded out and some have become old and also the school uniform and shoes and pair of socks.  In total we have 72 students who are hard working in class and they perform well, and we do thank God for that,  As I was assessing their ordinary clothes, school uniform, shoes, and socks they completely worn out.   Brother pray for us for the following need, thank you for the last year support for the ordinary clothes and other things.  

The first time I heard it was after it had come out of my mouth.  But I’ve been thinking about it a lot since.  I was asked to speak at a local fellowship in Boise on Sunday morning last week.  I asked them if they’d be more open to a conversation instead of a lecture, and though they hadn’t done it before they were game enough to give it a try.  You gotta love their courage.  In the course of that conversation about learning to live loved I was asked a question about overcoming sin.  And I said something to the effect of, “I’m coming to see sin as a coping mechanism for not knowing we are loved by God.”  I’ve talked about that idea with a number of people since and it seems to resonate with people, even a main-line denominational pastor here locally with whom God is giving me a growing friendship.  He told me later he almost quoted it last Sunday in his sermon. 

I don’t know if it’s a great definition for sin, but what I like about it is that if it’s a coping mechanism then we there’s no way we can consider trying to fix it by strength of will alone.  If it is what we do because we don’t know we’re loved, then growing to know we’re loved is the only thing that love fills up the empty space than sin so poorly tries to fill.  At least that has been my experience.  I navigated most of my life as if I was not loved by God and thus had to earn his favor every day.  Since I’ve been growing in the awarness of his affection for me, I find that the same old temptations and motivations have been displaced somehow. They just aren’t there any more, and I’m the one who is most surprised.  That doesn’t mean I’ve got it all figured out and live flawlessly now.  Just ask some of the folks closest to me if you doubt that.  But I am not the same person I used to be and that gives me how that he is still changing me.  

In the past I was taught to attack sin by overcoming it by sheer strength of will.  I could do that for most things.  But I found like Paul the Apostle did, that self-righteousness is not righteousness at all. While it doesn’t  violate as many of the commandments, it only channels our sinful heart to religious arrogance, where we seek spiritual status above others and condemn those who do not perform as well as we do.  Paul reminded us that legalistic righteousness makes us the worst of sinners because of how destructive we become to others.

When love displaces sin, there is no room to boast in our own works. Not only does that love begin to transform us from the inside out, but it also leaves us more gentle and compassionate with others who do not yet know how deeply loved by God they are.  

When you see your sin the way God does, you are not filled with shame and contempt.  You see it as something damaging to you and people around you, but you know only he can set you free from it.  His love does that.  Grace is not an excuse not to be concerned about our sin and the damage it causes, but it is a portal into the relationship with God that can set us free from it’s power.  When you know that, you’ll resist what you can, but you won’t put your hope in your performance.  It is Christ in us that gives us hope that our lives can bear his glory in the world.  

I come away from every encounter with him having a greater desire to know and to rely on the love he has for me, and share it as freely as I can with the world around me.  

(The latest Engage Video talks more about dealing with sin inside a relationship of affection with God.  It is not what many of us have been taught about God and our sin. It’s called What About Sin? and you can find it toward the bottom of this page.)

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In other news, I’m two and a half chapters into my next book, Finding Church: What If There Really Is Something More?  and I couldn’t be more excited as to how this book is coming together.  As I’ve shared bits of it with some people, I have appreciated the feedback and excitement I hear in their voices.  So, I’m keeping my nose to the grindstone this fall and trying to get it done as soon as possible.  That means I’ll be limiting my travel this fall and not doing as many podcasts.  

There are seven slots left for our February trip to Israel.  If you are still considering it, now is the time to jump in.  You can get all the details here.  I know many people have security concerns with all that’s going on in the Middle East these days, but we are with a tour company that takes this into consideration all the time. Each morning the get briefings on the situations around Israel and even reroute the itinerary if there are potential hotspots.  And, if it is not deemed safe to go at the time we’re planning, we will reschedule it for a better time.  Tour groups like this are in Israel all the time.  Everyone in the region understand that tourism is a major driving force in the economy for all concerned and have not been targets for violence in the past.  I wouldn’t be taking my wife there if i wasn’t certain that it will be safe and secure for all.  

The Sunday morning presentation I referred to earlier in the blog can now be found here.  If you want to hear a Q & A presenation I did for the Aphesis group on Saturday night when I was in Boise, you can find it here.  

I don’t think we’re wired to live every moment in the public eye. At least I’m not.  For the past six weeks I haven’t done much on-line except continue to post the Engage videos that we’ve been taping.  Part of that time included some vacation with the family, but a lot of it allowed me to draw away into the quiet and find my rest in God’s life.  It has been incredible, and has opened a pretty wide door in my heart to things God has spoken to me throughout my life.  He has brought those threads together and presented them to me in a framework that will allow me to write my next book, one I’ve been contemplating for many years.  

I’m going to stay in the quiet for a bit longer, with minimal postings here and certainly not a new podcast every week.  I have not been this excited since I started He Loves Me over 15 years ago.  I will spend most of this fall writing that book and hope to complete the first draft by the end of December.  At least that’s my target.  Only God knows if life will unfold in a way that will let me get that done.  But I am so looking forward to the time with him and putting those thoughts to text in a way that can help others see the reality of the church Jesus is building in the world.  I’m sure more on this will leak out over the next few months.  

This morning  I’m off to Boise, ID for the weekend.  This is the only trip I have planned for this fall, though there are others we’re thinking and praying about.  As I leave this morning, I’ve posted the first God Journey podcast I’ve done in the last six weeks.  It will give you some more details on what the last six weeks have been like, and what seems to be ahead his fall, if you’re interested.   

I am always deeply grateful for all the love and support Sara and I receive as we continue to follow this amazing adventure with so many of you.  Blessings to you as summer comes to an end in the northern hemisphere….